Heelo readers , its been long since i updated my blog😌. March , well how exactly should i describe about it? Averall , its been quite well but definitely there would be some unhappiness throughout the whole month . Its ending soon , how do u find March then?😊 Well the happiest thing that happened during March was the outing with magellan . Its not a long day with them , it was short indeed but im already feeling thankful and happy about it because finally got to meet them after so long . I miss all of them so much , the feeling when u see your 5 days soul mates although not everyone turned up.😄 Sigh i really miss being together with magellan during obs . It doesnt really feel the same even though we still can meet up . For me , i dont know why but it feels like part of it has gone and it feels really weird and empty after all .Anw , just saying haha . Another thing was during cultural night , it was so called a wonderful night ? Part of it was because we finally got to meet Juowi and Jamal , it was really really short meet up but im glad still because its rarely we can meet them .
To be honest , sometimes i feel like banging the wall , yes i am having so called a happy life but that feels really empty . People could see me laughing everyday in school , but when im alone at home , its not the same . I feel like i am not working hard for o level , o level is just around the corner, okay maybe not but what am i doing was probably slacking like using phone to text and all kind of useless stuff . Common test 1 was totally screwed up and so was the first half of common test 2 . How can i even forgot there was another 10 marks question when section C is always 20 marks . I just feel like im so dumb , i mean why , i dont know , i really dont know . I need someone who always be right by my side to listen to me but who else is really there for me? Best buddy , well i lost him , totally . Who was the one who said will treasure the friendship but then back out and probably have another one rn . People who tell me "im always right here for me , dont worry " , well i dont trust your words , i am sorry but i really dont because all those are jist lies. No one has ever proved me wrong because whenever i need someone, no one is here for me . N-O O-N-E . Well friends , yes obviously i can say that i have a lot but i need friend who will be there for me no matter what . But well reality kills because i dont have any . Hahaha well its like that because life still goes on . It has been a good ranting time , enjoy the night guys , bye😊
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